just didn't make it. i felt very invalidated last night.
sliced my ankle. i just needed to see the blood. be in control.
my pain was too too deep to try and connect with. finally figured it out. i am feeling like a nobody all over again. annihilated.
the bad part is, i am not feeling bad about the cutting. i am feeling like i want to be a jigsaw puzzle.
i will probably cut again tonight.