I am under an incredible amount of stress right now. I just can't deal with it much longer. Mom just got out of surgery and now I have to do everything instead and see her in incredible pain and nearly crying from the pain when the painkillers are wearing off. Then today dad looked like he was suffering from a heart attack ON HIS BIRTHDAY! What a way to celebrate. Only us. Then when I was in the hospital we needed a new car. Actually used but only a few years old. It still was $15,000. Then my brother needed $1,100 testing to see if he has autism (and it turns out he does). My autism is mild because I am able to socialize with people but when I was younger it was impossible. So my dad will die soon. My mom with her amount of health problems is probably not going to live her life span. Then I will be homeless. Starving. Poor. My brother is 400 pounds and growing so he probably won't live much longer. I literally will live by myself on the streets. I WILL DIE IF THIS HAPPENS. Did I mention that I can't deal with this crap?