PPl do like you, you've said you like drama, honey life is not all dramatic, life is kindness to others, kindness to yourself, enjoyment of seeing a sunny day, rain on a garden, pets frolicking , children laughing, leave the drama to the movies and live in a healthy world.
If you go back and look at all the replies from ppl answering your posts you would see you have alot of ppl who care about you