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Jun 13, 2012, 07:39 PM
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Member Since: Aug 2011
Location: away
Posts: 23,905
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(((((((iamspecial)))))))
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i'm sick of all this, i'd rather be with her than be here right now!! All this hurt, all this arguements, all this being got at just isn't worth it anymore....i'm getting it from all angles and i'm sick of it!! I want out!!
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I can follow what you've been through & know the pain that family rejection and ridicule causes--been there.
I can easily understand your prefering to be with your grandmother than here IRL with all the pain of reality.
In the agony of that fresh slash of non-caring from those who are supposed to care always, a lot of us would be ready to go for the "Stop the World--I Want to Get Off!" escape clause. Troube is, there isn't any.
Suicide? Well, yes. But what of your signature line?
Don't get caught up in what could be, instead appreciate what is. Appreciate what you have & who you have, because the future can take it away from you.
iamspecial is thinking....when all else fails....sit back...look at it....then re-think and start again
I don't know about you, but I said goodbye to what was left of my family. I got tired of their rejecting me, saying I'd killed my mother and such. I got tired of it all & just moved on. I found wonderful friends ... slowly ... imperfectly sometimes.
Now I have a tiny family of chosen friends. Life's worth getting up for most days, and with them along I stay up and even play some.
Or rant, a little bit. Occasionally.
I wish you well, whatever you decide.
Roadie
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