I just read your comments, sorry I'm late. You sound very similar to me 3 years ago. I ended up homeless living in my car. But it was the best decision I ever made. Hopefully you wont end up under those circumstances, but even though I lived in my car for 6 months, and during those 6 months, it just so happened to be the first winter it snowed here since 1989, but every night I felt so much happier going to bed in my car than I did next to him.
Luckily my daughter had a place to sleep, but I slept in the driveway of that home because there was no room for me. But honestly, when you are free from a relationship as that, not many things seem bad after. I had it made financially, now I struggle with bills every day, but I honestly wouldn't change it for anything at all. I'm so much happier, I want less, and my daughter is so much happier. Things will get easy.
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I'd lock my hands behind my head, I'd cover my heart and hit the deck, I'd brace myself for the impact if I were you.
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