((((((((((Desirae)))))))))))) I believe that Maven hit the nail on the head... but maybe this is all your dad can be. IDK I wish FD had been a day of pleasure for more of us ....... I don't even know how to contact mine and even wondered if I would if I could. As for step dad, well saw him day before and didn't say a word, he is the worst possible case of a father and even a worse husband if that is possible.... there is a man that welllllllllllllllll I am rambling sorry
This is your thread and my heart goes out to you that your Dad doesn't know how to be a Dad, can communicating with him help at all?