(((Suzzie))),

No it is not an unrealistic goal. I am sorry that you are not getting right into a therapy session with a T. I had to go for a couple of months until I found a therapist.
Try to be patient, I know it's hard but can you do something else to keep you busy while you are waiting? Take a cooking course or small art course somewhere, check out the local paper and see if there is some kind of small summer course you can take to get something else in your life besides your struggle.

(((hugs)))
Open Eyes