((((((Rhapsody )))))))) I am uncertain of all your issues of late as I am still new at being back here at PC. but I certainly understand the mistrust issue, I understand the abuse issue and I understand how hard it is to trust even when there is not reason to mistrust/. All I can do is extend my heart and eyes in friendship to you and listen when you need an ear, offer a hug when you can use one.. Please take care and sleep well.... Linda