I'm cranky, irritable, irritated, frustrated, and tired. I just want to crawl back into bed and not get back out until tomorrow. I woke up this way, I feel like I'm stuck, can't get moving, can't hardly move my fingers to type this. This feeling in itself is frustrating, I have so much to do. I just look around myself and try not to cry, it's too much. Hubby doesn't get it, he has a business with his brother and keeps flip flopping on staying with it or moving on. It's killing my emotions, last night we were talking about it and decided he was going to quit it and move on, this morning he went to work as if we had never even decided otherwise. This seesaw is making me sick. What's worse is I had me own dog treat business going, I shut is down to help him, and now I got a phone order for 82 doz homemade treats to be shipped on Monday. I'm back to three businesses and my household all running at the same time. I'm going to scream. I want to do it all, I'm an overachiever, but something needs to go.
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