Here's what my sister asked me when I was in the same predicament: If N0THING else mattered. Not money, school or relationships, What would you do?
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I've made this decision twice, 1st time was easy, I wanted the baby despite all the ugliness my pregnancy evoked around me. 2nd time? That decision broke my heart, but I did what was best, and I managed to heal, bcoz even tho there was MASSIVE guilt, I knew if there were 3 of us, we would ALL suffer...
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So, if nothing else mattered, what would you do?