Hey Whimsygirl. I am very sorry you feel this way. And I have been there many times in my life, between relationships and friendships. Recently I had a best friend of 18 years. We were so close and knew EVERYTHING about eachother. Well the last two years he has been beyond distant. At first I was so sad about it and very depressed. I tried to talking to him and he'd have some sort of excuse to why he was losing touch. Well after that last talk I still haven't heard much from him, that was probably 6 months ago. Before that it was a year. I'm learning to accept that he is no longer my "best friend" today. Accept life on life's terms. I'm also in AA (I'm a recovering drunk ). Which so far has taught me a lot about not being able to change others. I can only control myself no one else. I hope you feel better, you are def in the right place to meet nice people. If you want add me to your friendslist. I'm still kinda new to PC and could use some friends as well. Have a great day and keep your head up!