Yea, I've thought about quitting. My boss is mad though, so talking to her would only cause more problems. I'm torn, because some of the work is rewarding.

I had a time where I tried to like what I could do, instead of trying to do what I liked and couldn't. It worked for half a decade. Now I'm bored with those things, wondering where my life went, knowing I might maybe have 1-2 more decades to live and I'm sort of running out of time.

When I was young I always thought things could change, because I had the time. Now I know I'd better stop lazying around and get a grip if I ever want to be anything than a leech and a loser.