i have never discussed the abuse i went through with a councillor, when it came out the police were involved , i had to stay at a relations i was 16 when i went home my dad and i never discussed that my brother had been watching me, and my aunt has never discussed with me what my cousin did to me, but on top of this i was abused by a man in the village i lived in but as a young teenager i used to go back and i dont understand why i went back ,
now since i been bad a few weeks ago i started councilling again and last session councillor said i have lots to be depressed about but no sexual abuse well the doctor was never involved so it isnt on my file, should i tell him, even though i dont know if i want to talk about it, its took me a whole week to pluck up courage to write here, my aunt has been good to me even though cousin did these things to me and his sister were horrible to me when i stayed there she didnt know about it untill the police were involved,
i have discussed these things with hubby a long time ago