Idk if IT gets better, but I've gotten better at being bipolar... I've accepted that it won't go away, so I decided to go back to working around it (like prior to dx) as opposed to thru it... This mindset and the time and effort put into aquiring the neccessary tools, has helped me be better at being bipolar. Life changes all the time, sometimes the sun shines on me, sometimes the rain pours so much I fear I might drown. I can't control life, and even if I could, I'd STILL be bipolar, and that means that I could feel like crap despite the sun shining upon me. So it makes no sense for me to even try to 'control' life. I hope you feel better soon, I really do.