Oi. Be nice to BashfulBear. We like her.

[ETA: SpiritRunner's post wasn't there when I started writing - this was directed to BB, not SR!]
The teapot and tea cup charms are on my wishlist - I adore them!
You are not revolting. Can you try to binge eat on something that's not too terribly unhealthy? Carrots? Some kind of biscuit that's filling but not too sweet? I binge drink tea sometimes - it messes with my brain a bit but isn't harmful.
Thanks for posting and allowing us to share your pain.