Obviously idk exactly what your situation is but my 1st cpn went on sick leave. I was given another one, and she's going on maternity now too. I kinda get where you're coming from mind you, now more than ever I wish there was someone i could talk to about whatever the heck is going on. Everythings just so confusing and idk who to talk to now. someone i know said to me, that with certain profesionals, they can be good at there job or they can suck at it, also some people who suck for one person can help another.
But having someone you trust go away is obviously not a nice feeling. There may be someone who comes along and is actually more helpful than you thought? idk hope this helps