tangodream, I feel your pain. I'm in the same situation only I can't work anymore so I barely have any money. I also completely alone. So I suffer from great loneliness. I don't know how long it's going to be, but I think I will be thrown out of my house like many others who's lost theirs. All because I got sick. I think I will go lay in bed and just cry. If I died, no one would even know.