I understand what you are saying, I am so tired of living tired of trying all the time. So much has happened through my life and it only seems to get worse. I lost my mum to cancer two years ago she was and is everything to me and I just feel like life is not the same without her and I just can't go on. I feel like I died with her and I am just withering through life waiting for my time to come. I have a wonderful husband family and friend that love me a great job but none of it makes me happy. It's so hard to find happiness and joy out of anything these days.
I really hope your suffering ends for you and that you can live a happy and fulfilling life we all deserve it.
Don't loose hope even if you are just hanging on to that last little bit of hope, hold it tight and don't let go.

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