Your welcome

Anything to help me make up my mind!!
Outpatient:
Pros- I would be able to live at home, i would be able to still live my life, i would be able to continue work, online classes, and volunteering.
Cons- I probably would not do as they say, i would be very tempted to slip up, I wont feel as inclined to listen to the "rules" when i am on my own, It could be very time consuming if it is multiple times a week
Inpatient:
Pros- I would meet others like me, i would have to do what they say because i would be watched, more structured, i would have time to get used to and learn how to do what they ask before i have to go on my own, i would have all the professionals in one building(no traveling 30mins every time i need to be seen), I might be able to continue what they ask once i get used to it, I would be getting the help i need
Cons- i would have to live there, i wouldnt be able to go home at night, ummm i dont want to? im afraid?