Thank you, both of you for taking the time out to respond to me

it means a whole lot. yeah i am making improvments and im trying to keep making them. Sojourn thank you for the advice i will be sure to include it into my life some how and make certain adjustments to get better.
Confusedinomicon: yeah i understand what you are saying, and me and him plan to see each other durning the summer because he lives a little bit away from me and yes i know about that law, i hate it but what can i do about it? But me and him should be fine because i am over the age of consent in NJ which should keep him pretty safe but im not 100% sure. but thank you

to both of you thanks again for taking the time out to write on this thread and giving me a little bit of advice

it means a whole lot