It was a busy day. I had my physical/woman exam this morning. He was very pleased with my bloodwork. I've lost 40 pounds and my cholesterol numbers have improved, my triglycerides are back to normal, lithium, thyroid, etc. fine. The exam is so anxiety making, but he is really good about taking it slow and letting me know what he is going to do before he does it; kept reminding me to breathe. I got through it.

He agrees that the lump on my breast is probably the biggest he's ever felt. He agree with me that is probably just a really large cyst, but he is going to cut to the chase and order ultrasound along with the mammogram. Then we'll decide whether something needs to be done to reduce the size or remove it as it is so large that I can feel it inside without even touching it. He actually could tell where it was without my showing him because it has started changing the shape of that breast. So the saga continues on that front.

We spent the afternoon at the pool getting sunburned, then we took my husband out for supper for an early Father's Day since our son has to work on Sunday.

Tomorrow will be quiet. Lots of laundry to do since I didn't get to it today. I see T on Monday and I'm dreading it a bit. This week's session was painful and while I know the no two sessions are alike, there's that apprehension that it will be a repeat of this week. That's a few days away. I'll put it on the back burner for a few days.