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Originally Posted by Bill3
Did you hear back from T?
It sounds like outpatient would mean that you continue pretty much as you are. There could be progress, but you seem skeptical about yourself in that setting.
With inpatient, your feeling seems to be that there could be a lot of progress, as you said, However, it is scary to be away from home. Do you know how long you would be there? What else is scary about inpatient?
And what about the surgery you mentioned in another thread?
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I havent actually sent the email yet
I keep adding to it every day, and then i plan on sending it sunday night that way i dont have to send her multiple emails if something new pops up, its easier for me to get my feelings out in an email so i always send her an email with what is going on so i dont have to come out and say it in therapy
I dont know how long i would be in, hopefully not long! Its scary because i wont know anyone, i will have to get better, i will have to deal with so many things, i will have to gain weight, i will have to eat :/ Im scared because what if i dont like it there? i wont be able to have my cell phone... i also wont be able to self harm when i feel the urge.
I am having surgery on July 9th, so that is another thing that is in the way. Like i cant reschedule surgery, so i would have to be out by then, or do it after or something....