Sorry for yesterday night... It's so... embarrassing... I'm ashamed of what I've written... This morning I didn't remember what I had written in the night... and reading back my message I found out that I've drunk some wine. That's why there was a glass next to the sofa. Really didn't remember...
I feel so silly. I've done something too much dangerous yesterday night. I've cut myself under sleeping pill and wine influence. I'm not in me when I take those pills and stay awake. Never self-harmed in that condition before. I'm afraid of me.