I had a bad couple of nights this week. Then last night was even worse for me. I just wish I could learn how to deal with stress better. Yes, I do try to use my coping skills as my therapist would say, but lately those skills have not been working well at all. I just wish I could learn how to control my emotions better. Not even sure if I can keep working the hours I have now. The store that I work at is very stressful for me and sometimes I'm not even sure if I'm doing things right. Sometimes I wish life wasn't so hard for me to handle. Here's to another day. For some reason, I'm feeling very nervous about going into work tonight. I'm trying to relax by watching movies, which is one of my coping skills, but it's not working that well. I would go for a walk, but then I would end up tiring myself out before I go into work. I get tired very easy these days. Today, I just feel like I'm at my wits end right now.