Is it possible to be slightly aware of the seizure in an ect treatment? I thought I had a dream during treatment, but I can't make sense of it. I can't even describe it because I think it was just a disturbing set of images that don't actually exist. That's the best I can do.

I am having flashbacks to it, and it is so unclear. It left me with a severely disturbed feeling, and it is getting worse with each fuzzy flashback. I can't stop them from coming. It is kind of like when I was having invasive images of hurting myself. I had no control.

This is actually scaring me.