My big sis (hermana) was just diagnosed with thyroid cancer the other day and has decided to take a break from writing to me until she's done treatment and is well again which could take MONTHS. I'm having a really hard time because of it. My past experiences with people being diagnosed with cancer is that they DIE. Talking to my counselor about it yesterday didn't do any good and I'm only getting worse last night I felt so alone and still do. NONE of my friends who I usually reach out to for support are available and I can't reach out to my hermana for support which is what I normally do when no one else is available or talking to them doesn't help. Even watching a few minutes of a movie (doesn't matter which movie it is!) makes me worse. It sucks so bad for me right now!