I have never been able to look farther into the future than about 3 years. I remember not seeing myself turn 18 but I'm 19 now, and can hardly see myself past 25, it's getting easier though, the more I trust myself and more confident I become the longer I can see myself lasting.
It's ok to keep in school and not worry too much, maybe for your year off you can take a couple of classes that just interest you. Keep applying and you'll get accepted.
take care
Chippie