Thread: ***SCREAM!***
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Old Jun 20, 2006, 10:34 PM
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There is something wrong with my car! I know *NOTHING* about cars--I am so TOTALLY *DEPENDENT* on others in this situation. It's like *Panic* and freak. Really--car stuff scares me to heck! I don't have my proof of insurance w/me because the insurance company was supposed to fax it and didn't when they said they would. Plus the papers were emailed to me later than I was told they would be and now when I really, really need them and came online to print them out--YAHOO won't let access my email account but one out of every three tries so it is taking *forever* to get it done! I am on such limited time. I decided to stay in a motel for the night I am so paniced about not having my car and want to get all my stuff out and into a motel until I can get a rental car to pack things into. I am so freaked! I am wondering if the car might have a problem with the fuel filters again, and if so, if could cost a few hundred dollars! I have enough stress with work and my T and my pdoc and family issues and so much of everything. I think T is taking good notes from all my voice mails now. He and pdoc exchanged info via voicemails recently for the first time and pdoc evidently told my T that he thinks I might have an eating disorder. FYI: he's still been learning about me, so he's kind of behind knowing about my habits. I guess until now, that he's sort-of "talked" to my T. That has been so scary for me lately knowing that he knows and wondering and thinking and what's he got planned for me now?! Gosh, I just want to cry or die. I wish somebody would takeover for me so I know that I will be okay with my car situation right now. Could someone please give me a good-working car to use while taking mine to a garage to be fixed? I don't want anything to do with this car while its not working right. I'm scared to drive it. My heart is going nuts still from eating a donut for my late-afternoon lunch at work this afternoon, and my heart med was just increased for that problem. I really don't need all this!
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