Havent had a license for two years, another 3 years to go from may, the last seizure. My fiance brings me places when he can, but he works till 6 every day and when hes not working i am. Im feeling so crappy about myself, i used to be so independent. Now im stuck at home all day every day. No way to go anywhere. We live far from everything. Im feeling so clausterphobic, so down on myself, im going crazy. I just dont know what to do. Driving was my favorite thing to do once upon a time. Now im terrified of it, and even if it wasnt i cant drive. I know its not the end of the world but its the end of an old phase, where i did what i enjoyed, when i wanted. Now im stuck with my thoughts, stuck alone, stuck... i am going insane right now. I just wish i could get out. No matter how many hobbies i have at home, it never changes the fact that i am stuck.

I dont know why im posting this, normally i just push these feelings to the side, suck it up, but i just dont know what to do...