Thank you gretta, i feel less crazy now. But isolation is really getting to me. Im trapped in this house four days out of the week, the other 3 days i go to a crappy job, and am stuck at home the rest of the time. Perhaps this is a big reason for my craziness, im trapped and forced to live in isolation (apart from my 4 year old) i lack any independence, im stuck. This is making things worse for me, trapping me in my own head. I hate the lack of independence