I spent most of my life talking with my 'voice' and it seems like it only made it worse. Of course I didn't even know it wasn't normal until meds 'coincidentally' took it away. My anti-anxiety med made me tired and Wellbutrin was added to help up my mood and energy level and ended up making the hallucinations go away. I can see how voices shouldn't automatically be considered negative, but I can't think of anything positive coming from mine. And so what if I have the strength to not acknowledge the voice. I feel like I'm barely hanging on without it there, why should I live my life trying to survive it plus everything else?
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God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.
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