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Jun 15, 2012, 10:52 PM
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Member Since: May 2012
Posts: 78
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Last Friday I had two appointments, one with my Pdoc and one with my T. The appt with my pdoc ended with her discharging me and referring me to another pdoc. My pdoc was just fed up with me and I don't blame her. None the less, it still hurt. I have never been fired by a pdoc before and I was hurting pretty bad, I still am.
Later that day I had an appt with my T and when I was trying to explain to her about pdoc firing me. I felt like my T was being completely apathetic to the whole situation. Because I was still upset with both of them, I was unable to attend my session with T yesterday.
Well, today, T called out of the blue, and this is how the conversation went.
T: Hi, this is T.
Me: Oh hi, .......I didn't expect to hear from you. 
T: I hope everything is alright, I got your email saying you would not be coming to your appt this week, because you were upset, and I wasn't sure what to think about that. Are you alright?
Me: I'm ok.....
T: So will I see you next Wednesday?
Me: Long silence........................................I don't know if I will be there or not.
T: Why?
Me: I have explained my reasons in the past.
T: I'm sorry, I just don't remember.
Me: I understand, I know you have a boat load of clients, and can't be expected to remember everything. Well, there are a number of reasons and also it's my Birthday. 
T: Oh that's right! You told me your Bday is on Wednesday ........Tell you what, if you come in, I will have a Birthday cupcake for you.
Me: I really don't want you to do that, I don't want to put you out, and I would also feel embarrassed. 
T: Oh don't feel that way, I love Birthdays!!!
Me: Well, I don't know if I will be able to make it, because I haven't been able to leave my house due to my recent increase in depression.
T: You have to come in, I don't want to eat the cupcakes all alone.
Me: I can't promise I will be there.
T: Thornsandroses, I would really like for you to come in for your session on Wednesday, so we can talk about what's bothering you. You need to work through this.
Me: I know....
T: (After a long silence).......Well I have to go, I have another client coming in at 4.
Me: Ok, bye
T: Hope to see you on Wednesday, bye.
Funny thing is I really don't want her to bring in a cupcakes for me, but if she forgot I would be devastated, but only because she forgot though, not because I want her to bring in a cupcake for me.... Lord knows, I don't need to be eatin any cupcakes. Thanks to Seroquel.......
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