I don't know about this though. He loves me sooooooo much. And I love him back. So he's not perfect? Who is? Maybe we are supposed to learn to live with "good enough". Isn't that what they say?

And... I'm so infatuated with my ex-T and how beautiful and peaceful and healthy he is.... what if I'm just leaving my fiancé for a fantasy??

I did my meditation thing this morning. Trying to get myself to go for a bike ride now.