ok so my bf is in town and i never see him its really hard adn the worst part is the fact that he is the only one who makes me happy well the fact is that i have work at 5 am and not sleeping is freaken me up soooo bad i stay up all night and go to work adn then sleep all day so in return i wont be able to see him ive been missign alot of work for personl mental reasons which they dont know of i just dont go some days and others i do so do i go to work and not see the only person who makes me smile not even my family makes me happy anymore i am always being told how dumb i am and how much of a dissipointment i am i cant take it anymore hes only here a few more days what do i do do i go to work or sleep a little bit and then be happy for a while ??? please let me know what you think/