Dear Desibrat, Don't know what SAHM means probably due to the fact that I am a Limey. However I do understand Bipolar depression/hypomania and I am suffering the depressive side very badly at the mo. My meds are ye olde PROZAC and ATIVAN and the constant threat of being SECTIONED (taken into hospital against my will) hangs ever over me. How you manage with two beautiful children as well as your bad health is beyond me but I respect and admire you for it. I only have a German Shepherd pup but he is a full time occupation for me, when i am not the general gofa and dofa of my family's needs (which is nearly every day.) Hang in there Desibrat, you have a friend here is u want to talk. U can PM me if u like, I promise I don't bite....or condemn! My support I offer, My best wishes I send. Keep Truckin'.