ok soooooooo I have major depression massive depression if you will i quit my meds a while ago they just werent helping although i was better on them anyway enough about that but since i stoped taking then i have been a very very heavy drinker! i cant help it the only time things seem to be ok is when im sooooo drunk i have no clue what life really even is so i guess my question is what can i do that may help me stay away from it its just so hard seeing that bottle of vodka at my house or a friends wow i knw its bad i hate knowing that it is and there is nothign i can really do welli guess they say step one addmitting you have a problem well i am there i just need some positive feed back to help me through it anyone have a suggestion?