Too little sleep. Too much emptiness. Too much crying, leading to feeling exhausted and having persistent headaches. Too many reminders everywhere around the house of the person I called my Best Friend in the world....who was a part of every one of my days....and who is now as cold as ice. Yes we had some misunderstandings over time, but in the world I used to believe in people who truly loved each other fought for what they cherished. I still want to believe in that world, but I don't know that I can. Unbearably sad.....