well my meds made me go a little crazy when i would get up set too but when im off them and get upset over i dunno example say i go into a fight with a good friend rather than just getting upset now i just get very suicidel but i just take care of that in other ways i mean sometimes you just have to do things you know but my meds i dunno i was tired of false happiness you know it just hurt to know that i cant truly be happy alone i need meds to help me out with that one! i dunno i just want to get better and quit drinking but im not strong enough to do that one alone i dunno why but i have tried