I was in a relationship for a couple of years with a guy who asked me to marry him then he called it off 3 weeks later. He had gone as far as asking my Father for my hand in marriage. He had two arguments with me and that was the end of the relationship. I stayed in a separate room in the house until moving out a few months later. We rarely talk/text. Today I went by and asked him if I was pretty... if he wanted to kiss me.... if he wanted to go to a movie... if he thought we would have a chance of getting back together. Of course, he said no to everything.... why do I do this to myself??? It's so humiliating.... It's like I like beating up on myself.... does anyone else do this kind of stuff????