Well i got out for little bit tonite. No luck on feeling better though maybe a bit worse. I try to keep myself distracted but nothing works right now. Thinking maybe i should just give up stay in bed and wait wait for something to be better. Dont know what that something would be but there gotta be an easier way through this than im taking. This can not be happening rite now..lim finally moving forward and BAM! Depression hit again. If i get old talking about this just tall me but i gotta do it somewhere i figure here is best.