Thanks for the feedback.
@Catgoesmeow Fortunately, I don’t have an addiction to doing this, so it won’t be hard for me to avoid doing it again.
@Strawberryfieldsss Actually, I have always had more girl friends then guy friends. I am a hopeless romantic with endless amounts of admiration and respect to give. I think that’s the reason this bothers me so much. It went against what I stand for and tarnished my integrity.