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Old Jun 17, 2012, 02:45 AM
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For a while I was having night terrors, and one that I remember quite vividly I am about to tell you about.

I was eating lunch with my boyfriend and a girl came up and started to flirt with him. He was obviously flirting back. I walked away fuming with anger, then my boyfriend walked up to me asking me what was wrong. I yelled my answer, telling him VERY clearly that he was flirting. He looked down ashamed. Then the girl came up and started to make fun of me (Telling me I'm fat, ugly, worthless, etc.) Then in my rage I tackled her to the ground, wailing on her furiously. After only a short period of time, her ribs were cracked, nose broken, jaw broken, and she had blood pouring from her mouth. Yet I was not finished, I continued my assult on the girl until my boyfriend threw me off of her shouting it was over. In realization of what he said I completely broke down, as he carried her away bridal style. The world soon contorted into a black abyss, with a large tunnel showing a scene. The girl was on life support and my boyfriend was holding her hand lovingly. I slowly curled into a ball, rocking back and forth as I let the darkness consume me. And then I woke up...

I just would like to know what this could possibly mean...
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