I m on the way of recovery, and it is getting better recently just still very unstable in daily life and sleep ...my mom came to see me 2 days ago and released a lot words on me again, and let me feel i m a trash again, then she left......i m trying to get my head move, i dont feel so sad anymore as i used to , and i realize no matter how hard i try , i can never please her, never satisfy her, she always and already feels i m a trash, this idea is so deeply in her minds....
I m not sad, but she said a lot words and we had some unpeaceful discussion as usual, my head is now in a strange situations, no chaos, no pain, no joy, no feelings...i dont know what it is,
but i m trying to do some work and to figure out some things, it just cant work,
i m wondering is it the brain chemical short-term stuck?
it will be okay by itself?