Thank you for your kind words.

I don't blame myself actually. I've done a couple of mistakes in this relationship, but nothing that could not have been overcome had he been willing to communicate properly with me and demonstrate a bit of courage.

I am not satisfied though with this sudden loss of attraction (who could be ?) and wished I could get an answer that would allow me to move on freely.

What is so heartbreaking about it is that there is no mending possible.

If I had done something wrong, were letting myself down or not trying to answer his needs, I could perhaps understand... But it just was not the case.