I've been IP 13 times in the past 7 years. It has always been a helpful place to stay safe, be able to exist without any responsibilities for a few days, and get my meds straightened out much more quickly than could ever be done outpatient. I have never regretted going IP although making the decision to admit myself is always stressful.

The hospital I use is a locked unit which has never really bothered me. There are two patients to a room which is usually not a problem -- most people are pretty much like ourselves. Only once did I ask for a room change because the roommate snored horribly and I wasn't able to sleep. The staff is quite accommodating to these kinds of requests if they can possible make a change. Many times I have been roommateless just by sheer luck.

During the day a group/class of some sort is schedule just about every hour. You aren't forced to go, but patients who go rather than isolate in their rooms make more progress more quickly.

Check ahead of time for what you are allowed to bring in and what is prohibited. Most will not allow electronic devises, anything in glass containers, no strings, shoelaces, or belts. Some of it seems extreme, but these units have seen very creative ways of self harm.

If you are not feeling safe, it may be time to consider IP as a place to stay safe and make some movement toward improvement.