TRIGGER WARNING. Fairly graphic.





All day and night I've had this urge. To use a sharp knife, and cut deep. To cut until there's a very open wound. With lots of blood. I usually do minor cuts and scratches with a razor blade. But this time I've got the urge for more more more. I have a couple of knifes that should do the trick. I'm trying not to. But tell me - why would it matter? Why don't I just do it? I'm not trying to be an attention seeker - I just need some support.