****Trigger for talk of Rape****************





I was raped in my neighborhood outisde where a lot of the neighborhood kids all hung out and played. Latley, I have been feeling considering going to where it happend. I still live in the area, and it is very close to my house. I can't answer for myself why I want to go there, or why I have such a strong feeling of being drawn there, but I can't stop thinking about. I do think, that maybe it will vailidate that it is something that really happend. I don't remember many details of the rape itself, but in my mind I can see everything aorund me and hear the sounds. I wonder, if I go back and I see or don't see the things in my mind, it will prove to myself that it really happend.

Just wondering if anyone else has done this?? Any tips or advice?