Yea by this point I know he is asleep...so it would be pointless to email-so I'm going to hold out until I see him tomorrow-and talk to him about this week and while it was great I didnt email stuff just to get his attention-it was very difficult not having the connection-so I'm learning I can just say my needs-no need to add anything...
The thing that got me through this week was remembering his hug and him telling me to hang onto it-it really helped! I'm going to read some emails and finish up my artwork to show him tomorrow!! Thanks nightsky