I will share an experience with rage that almost killed me.
I was in my 30's around the time I was still in psych treatment.
I was having a dream about being on a city bus and angry at a bus driver. I was so enraged (don't remember now why I was angry at him; probably something dumb) I was yelling at him and my heart started to palpitate.
I thought i was having a heart attack in my sleep.
Rage, unresolved rage (for me, anyway) can kill, not just others but us, too.
And I also relate to how it makes me feel about myself. So ugly and evil.
Billi
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