I see....but i still need to meet her sometimes, not very often.
I also have another question, it is so weird that when i try to clean the old things, then i also get stuck.....something is stopping me, i dont know how to make my energy move, and can finish cleaning them,---the old furnitures, clothing, old books etc...
i dont have feelings for the furnitures and clothing,
but i feel something stops me is still related to old emotion or hurts,
and if so, i still need to clean those emotions....but i really dont know what they r anymore, i feel i m okay with that already...or i m numb?